there was a time

there was a time
not long ago
less than ten years
the words would flow
so full of hope
and dreams of love
the first promise
the memory of
the first passion
the innocence
the magic moment
the great suspence
the beautiful
innocent lust
unconditional
love and trust

there was a time
the rhymes would flow
three four a day
creative glow
the mind would dream
the heart would speak
the spirit flew
above the peak
of every love
that came before
whatever was
that one was more

and she gave herself to me instinctively
and she gave her love to me innocently
and she gave her heart and soul and more
like no one ever gave before
the greatest dream ever dreamed
the greatest love ever loved
the greatest trust ever trusted
the greatest belief ever believed
the greatest greatest great
well, this was more

there was a time
when everything
was in her eyes
and the passion
between her thighs
was sudden bliss
and i was lost
within her kiss
and in her arms
and i could die
oh i could die
i could die
happily
but i would live
forever
and a day
just for one more moment
that she'd love me
just for each moment
she'd love me

there was a time
decades ago
when words would rhyme
and love would flow

that first day (dia's song)

I fell in love with you
the moment I saw you
a look in your eyes told me
that this would always be
and when you smiled
my heart melted right away
and the feeling is the same
just as strong right now
as it was that first day

I close my eyes and dream of you
anytime, anywhere
i always want to be with you
everytime, everywhere
you have become a part of me
I don’t know if you can see
just how much you mean to me
and how I knew
this would always be

I fell in love with you
the moment I saw you
I dream of kissing your lips
I dream of rocking your hips
emotionally I am all yours
and physically you turn me on
as no one has ever done before
in every way you take me beyond

I close my eyes and dream of you
anytime, anywhere
i always want to be with you
everytime, everywhere
you have become a part of me
I don’t know if you can see
just how much you mean to me
and how I knew
this would always be

I wish I could tell you
all the things words cannot say
please let me show you
the feeling is the same
just as strong right now
as it was that first day

I close my eyes and dream of you
anytime, anywhere
i always want to be with you
everytime, everywhere
you have become a part of me
I don’t know if you can see
just how much you mean to me
and how I knew
this would always be

love is real

life leads here and there and before we know it
things we meant to do were never done
we can feel so much inside and forget to show it
so busy working hard to survive
or working harder to make life fun

people we meet become part of our lives in moments
some pass through and some remain alive inside
sometimes someone matter a lot more than we notice
as we get caught up in life's roller coaster ride
some things hide
but some things cannot be denied

no matter what happens in life
whether it's bliss or strife
no matter where you go or what you do
i still care about you
and even if we fade away
to distant memories of yesterday
what matter is what the heart wants to do
my heart cares about you
so no matter how alone you feel
if you remember love is real
you'll know someone you once knew
still cares about you

so yeah, it has been years and but who is counting
all the things we meant to do we never got done
as time passes in this life and pressures start mounting
so busy working hard to survive
working even harder to make life fun

people we meet become part of our lives in moments
some pass through and some remain alive inside
sometimes someone matter a lot more than we notice
as we get caught up in life's roller coaster ride
some things hide
but some things cannot be denied

no matter what happens in life
whether it's bliss or strife
no matter where you go or what you do
i still care about you
and even if we fade away
to distant memories of yesterday
what matter is what the heart wants to do
my heart cares about you
so no matter how alone you feel
if you remember love is real
you'll know someone you once knew
still cares about you

it might seem to come out of the blue
but i've come to do something i've meant to do
every year
even though
this message might not always get through
even when we are not sharing
i hope you know i'm always carng
as sure as one and one will always equal two
as long as i'm alive i care about you
and today i still say
happy birthday pj
every year
even though
this message might not always get through
happy birthday to you
happy birthday to you
happy birthday dear pj
happy birthday to you

corn cam emo (in harmony)

i would love to fall in love again
in harmony
but i don't believe in most human delusions
and i won't pretend i do
not even for you

and if you are the one then
you already knew
and you wouldn't want me to
that's the first clue

i would love to fall in love again
in harmony
and romance used to be my favorite illusion
but it takes two
so where are you?

and if you are the one then
you already knew
and you wouldn't want me to
that's the first clue

someday i'll finish this song
in harmony

give yourself (again)

give yourself a chance to trust again
and maybe you'll believe in something
maybe you'll believe in someone

give yourself a chance to heal again
and maybe you’ll believe you still can
maybe you will understand

the picture is much bigger than any of us can see
if you believe in any kind of eternity
the invisible man or the science of ecology
the answers are everywhere, you just have to see

give yourself a chance to see again
and maybe you’ll believe in something
maybe you’ll believe in someone

give yourself the chance to live again
and maybe you’ll believe you still can
maybe you will understand

there are no mistakes only opportunities to learn
if you believe there are no ends only chances to begin again
the loneliest people are the ones who let their bridges burn
the truth is always even if you only see it now and then

give yourself a chance to share again
give yourself a chance to care again
give yourself a chance to feel again
and maybe it will all be real again

give yourself a chance to know again
give yourself a chance to grow again
give yourself a chance to flow again
and maybe you will know you know again

how much you can love
even if the whole world seems to be full of hate
how much you can feel
even if the whole world seems to feed on pain
how much you can know
even if the whole world demands ignorance
how much you can be
even if the whole would puts you down
again and again and again

just give yourself a chance…
again and again and again

did you forget?

when this all began
there was so much more emotion
from pleasure to pain
and there was so much more hope
running through my veins
so much more devotion to the dream
but nowadays it seems
there is just a blank stare
and i can't help but wonder
what happened?
did you forget how to care?

when this all began
there was so much more to be said
fantasy and confusion
exploding from my head
was it all illusion
just so much delusion i believed
lies my senses received
as if truth was really there
now i can't help but wonder
what happened?
did i forget how to be aware?

there was a time when the meaning of life
could be summed up in these simple words
falling in love and being in love
everything else was window dressing
now i am not sure why i am alive
are my memories all for the birds
is falling in love and being in love
replaced by some holy confessing

what has really gone wrong
did fear replace love
in my love song?

did i dream when all this began
or was it erased by some master plan
have i gone insane
lost part of my brain
why do i carry on
when all that is left is wondering
what is gone

when this all began
there was so much more here there and everywhere
now i can't help but wonder
what happened?
did we forget how to share?
now i can't help but wonder
what happened?
did we forget how to care?

that was another time

wish somebody was paying more attention to me
once there was somebody, now there is nobody
wish somebody was enjoying my love of the rhyme
once there was somebody but that was another time

that was another time
when my eyes would not tear up
at the sight of lovers

that was another time
when i was not always alone
under the covers

once upon a time
love was so sublime
that was another time

wish somebody was around to hold me tonight
once there was somebody, now there is nobody
wish somebody was sharing life with me today
but no one is here, what can i say

that was another time
when my heart was still hopeful
at the sight of lovers

that was another time
when i still trusted someone
under the covers

once upon a time
love was so sublime
that was another time

wish somebody loved somebody and that somebody was me
does anybody live for loving you?
wish somebody was the somebody from my fantasy
does anybody make your dreams come true?

once upon a time that was me
living in love in reality
sharing every moment honestly openly completely
trusting unconditionally
believing in eternity
actualizing my fantasy

that was another time
that was another place
that was another time
that was another me

sincerity

if I fell in love with you
would you want me to
come closer
or mover farther away

if I fell in love with you
oh what would you do
come closer
or move farther away

intensity
can be an enemy
it’s much easier to be
superficial friends

but honesty
has more appeal for me
and yet sincerity
leads to such sudden ends

so if I simply smile at you
would you want me to
come closer
or move further away

if I simply smile at you
oh what would you do
come closer
or move farther away

humanity
can be an enemy
it’s much easier to be
oblivious to love

oh can you see
that insecurity
makes love the enemy
and so they look above

when the real world gets too scary
do you pray
or do you find a way
to stay?

reality
can be an enemy
it’s much easier to be
lost in fantasy

but honesty
has more appeal for me
and so sincerity
is my way to be
sincerity
sets me free

so if I shared myself with you
whatever you choose to do
come closer
or move farther away

I will still smile at you
and wish you well
and are free to come or go
and if you want to know
when my true feeling show
I would rather
you’d stay

the last vision

I could look into your eyes for a million lifetimes
and just begin to see the whole of you
the last vision I want my eyes to ever see
is the look on your face when you make love to me

there are no words to express how beautiful you are
in my eyes, in my mind, you define all I want to see
when my last breath comes it will breathe your name
your greatest pleasure is all I ever want to be

what some may call angels
what some may call love
what some may call heaven
there is nothing above

what some pay call perfection
what some may call the truth
what some may call their precious
I call you

my life, my death, my everything
all I will ever be
this is what I give to you
and my fantasy
my last breath will be this prayer
that you will be with me

in your eyes I see the wonder
that defines my fondest dream
in your face I see the beauty
that defines all I want to see
I will give you anything you want
to bring you to your ecstasy
and the last vision my eyes want to see
is your face as you make love to me

in your eyes I see the passion
the living breathing love so real and true
the last vision my eyes want to see
is your face when I make love to you